It's not all about getting out of physical pain. The minister asked what was the one main obstacle preventing me from securing peace.... Peace is a nebulous word. Many connotations...
Peace with God can't be interrupted by anything once secured.... by Jesus.... free gift.... comes with the territory...never to be revoked! Now, that's a relief!
But peace in the daily grind... another thing. Easily frustrated. Easily angered.. Easy to blow up..
Easy to say bad words...
Not too peaceful with the self whose old habits come back to haunt after having been sent on sabbatical for a long time. This thing with swear words.... Who would have known they were so hungry to come back and use my mouth???
Hey, this is not my mouth! This mouth belongs to Jesus... Bought with a price... His very own lifeblood!
It's the bizzillion negative thoughts, too, that are rehearsing toujour les temps in my mind.
"I don't care~
What's the point?
So and so's a jerk.
A slob.
A perv.
Nobody else cares, either."
Just sayin....
The author of these have been given their walking papers...
Now on to the phys. part... The physical is bearable if the mental-spiritual-emotional-psychological is on track... That is not fun, but it can be beaten...
Ok, I know it is not too cold to ride to the gym today.
Bye.
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